my heart
all these years I hid my heart
keeping it safe
then out of nowhere you appeared
one day a stranger requested friendship on FB
then my life changed
being me I was hesitant to accept
but then I asked how do you know me
you said by a picture I had posted on another site
after some time I felt the need to explore this request
what harm could it do
within days we knew everything about each other
nothing was off limits
religion favorite colors dreams
we bared our souls
I kept waiting to see what your game really was
only to find there were no games
this was turning into something real
How can this be?
Is this my heart coming out of hiding
I haven’t felt it in so long
Do I dare to believe
You first talked of your feelings
saying you didn’t want to believe you were making something out of nothing
How can this be in such a short time?
I prayed to God to show me the way
Bam out of nowhere came the answer crashing in
Yes my heart was letting in another
How can this be
Arent I too old
I listen to the songs he sends me telling me to think of him when I listen to therm
Smile? that’s all do when I think of him
he too is widowed and says Ronnie and hs wife would be happy wanting us to be happy
oh sure my ego takes over and reminds me all the time what could go wrong
time to kick that ego to the curb
he says he cant believe love has finally shined down on him
can that be the story with me
we know more about each other than some together for many years
he sid what we have is special something that many hope for
how can ths be
can I have something like this a second time
I will use his words and say I must have done something right to have this
I told hm he would gve me a big head wth all the compliments
he always asks me if I ate making sure I eat properly he says
all those small things to show he cares
okay now I know ths doesn’t matter but he is good looking.(smile) now that’s a bonus
he says I do so much for him but that goes both ways
even now I am nspred to write
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